Well helloooo, long time no see gents, and I must apologise for that.
It's been nearly three months since I last worked, it was just before I went on holiday at the end of July that I 'felt' something happen whilst having fun in the boudoir. I went on holiday and it gradually got worse, came back off holiday and did a few days back at work then realised that whatever this was, it wasn't going away.
Being a long term on and off back sufferer (those who know me will know from the scar on my back that I've had 2 discs removed already) I decided to take time off and do the things I know 'work' for me, suggested by my physio's and osteopath.
Alas, after two weeks there wasn't any improvement so I decided it was time to go and see my wonderful osteopath (if anyone wants the name of a good osteopath please email me and I'll give you details) who got me going last year after my last 'episode' of back pain.
Well after 8 sessions I wasn't making any progress so he advised to see my GP for a referral.
By this time I was beside myself with pain, it was like having ADHD in slow motion as I couldn't stay in the same position for long as it hurt like hell, but equally I couldn't move quickly cos my body wouldn't allow.
No way could I do anything for longer than 5 minutes because the pain would be just too much, and by this time I was reliant on a walking stick to help me get around, hence me not being able to spend time online!
Pain is very good at getting you down, and it succeeded with me, most people say to me that I'm the most upbeat and positive person they know, but believe me, the thoughts I had at the height of my pain weren't those of a positive person.
After two weeks I was referred with an appointment to the physio team, and also worked my way gradually up the 'pain relief ladder' but to no avail. The physio team did their usual tests and decided they wouldn't treat me as they didn't want to make anything worse with me being in so much pain.
I was told it could be up to 3 months before I would get an appointment to see a neurosurgeon so made the decision to pay to have a private consultation with a neurosurgeon who also worked for the NHS.
He decided to refer me for an MRI on the NHS...Yippee, it should take 6-8 weeks he said.
Well after 6 weeks of waiting for an appointment to arrive and not hearing anything I rang to ask why...The consultant had forgotten to refer me :-(
So I'm still waiting for an appointment to come through but the good thing is I'm on extremely strong medication and have relatively little pain, which is good but gives me a false sense of being able to do things and then the next day I feel pain and realise I've done too much.
Sooo, that's the reason why I've decided that I'm only doing one, maybe two appointments (depending on how I am) a day until I'm 100%.
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I do need to make you aware that because of reduced feeling in my right foot I can't wear heels, also there are a few things that I won't be able to do too. I can't spend a prolonged amount of time on my back in missionary position (laughable really seeing what my job is!!!) nor am I able to lay on my front too long (sorry for those who like to massage me) or stand up long (so sorry but no shared showers) I'm also unsure if I'm able to squirt, as I've not been able to as yet. (UPDATE - SQUIRTING IS NOW BACK ON THE MENU!! THANKS TO ONE HORNY GENT!!)
Of course, if there is anything else I come across that I feel is jeopardising my back I'll let you know, but apart from the above I'm looking forward to getting back to my naughty horny life!!
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I still have lots of health appointments to attend, so for that reason I'm not taking advance appointments as I don't want to let anyone down. Though in saying that I have told the hospital they can ring me at short notice and I can be with them within 90 minutes so there is the possibility that I may need to cancel someone's appointment at some time.
Thanks for taking the time to read this gents, I hope this has given you a bit of an update on why I've not been around.
I really hope to see you all soon, I have genuinely missed my gents and would like to take this opportunity to say a big thank you for all your well wishes by email and text. Anyone who says this naughty world of mine isn't a place for genuinely nice people are so so wrong. I'm an extremely lucky lady to know you and be able to enjoy mutually reciprocal fun with you,
Celly
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